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.:.Sometimes fate can't stop meddling.:.
Sometimes i walk in the rain
to wash away all the pain;
Sometimes i walk under the sun-streak sky
to remember the fun we had under the sun;
Sometimes i stroll under the twilight sky
recounting those little nothings you once said
.:.Sometimes love can't stop growing.:.
This is my 333th entry! Oh my, I think im having such an affinity with triple digits. The other week, my EZ-link card was left with $9.99, and just the other day, it was left with $4.44. Scary huh? NO!!!! I'm not in SINGAPORE! I'm in...erm....forbidden city? In a small little red dot. LOL. After much crapping, let me present to you........ LinRong, Alex, Daph darling, and myself. Presenting to you, NY041! We will score As for our PW! As to all girls' favourite pasttime, DAPH DARLING and I went SHOPPING at VIVO and ORCHARD!!!!!!!!!!! YAY! Today is love....=)
We had our second PW group outing this morning! Nahs, we were down for a re-shoot of the GMax scene due to lack of coherence in our video. All of us ended up donned in the hwachong look alike outfit, hanging and lurking around The Central at Clark Quay. Oh, it rained, so we camped at the food court while we wait. One more thing, i ran into Jeremy while entering Serangoon MRT station. Lol, Op-ing.
That's GMax for those who are unaware! A sneak preview of clark quay...

Yup, so that's the big big big umbralla i'm toking about. Quite sleek!
When alex 'didnt know' how to play o-ya-bey-ya-som, LinRong was forced to pose for this picture. HAHA. Try kicking the water dude!
Doesn't this seem like country side? I think the shophouses are pretty unique. Western + a tinge of vintage feel.
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By now, most of us would have already heaved a sigh of relief. It just calls for a celebration - Chinese A level paper is OVER! If i were to pass this paper, it indicates that i would not have to touch chinese EVER AGAIN!
The huge surge and influx of chinese vocabulary into my minute bird brain is seriously tormenting. I read my chinese text in exasperation, and I'm glad that this is now OVER. Chinese, described by many that it is a wonderful language to master, is actually that torturous for students like me! As it is for nana too. =) However, I'm stil proud that I managed to survive some form of chinese education for hmmm, 11 years?
Ever felt a surging pain when you hear something you wish you hadn't? I think, I had, just this morning. It could be just a passing remark or comment, yet, I can't help, but replay that sentence over and over again in my mind. Am I reading too much into things? Or, is it just so true?
Sometimes I wish I wasn't that observant, sometimes I hope I wasn't that sensitive. I just can't help it. My mind is caught in a whirlwind, and my thoughts are motions moving ever so quickly. It's moving so quickly that everything is in a blur. As I continue my quest to observe (haha), I hope that I am able to get myself out of this, and of course, hope that my deductions aren't right. Sometimes, I just got to have a little more faith. Yes, I think I should.
Back. We had our mini gathering over at Queensway shopping centre. I wouldn't in my right sense of mind travel THAT far just for an outing. We, had a motive in mind. A simple one, nonetheless. We were there checking out the windbreaker, tee, and polo tee printing costs. To my dismay, the prices are steep, and I guess getting our prints from the wholesaler would be a better choice. I WANT MY RED TEAM JACKET! RED IS PRETTY, RED IS NICE, and RED IS SUPERCALIFRAGILISTIC!
When I say WE, I mean, Serene, Rena, Francis, PeiLing, Niu Jin, and lastly, our mr nice guy, Jeremy. 5 girls and 1 guy, jer, you might be in for luck. We made our way to ORCHARD after a futile trip over to Queensway. Rena and I got real high while WINDOW shopping, while the rest just faded into the background. HAHAA. Fran, PL, and NJ left earlier, leaving behind Rena, Jer and myself.
I guess our shopping expedition for a present for Rena's friend would have made Jeremy vow never to follow us, girls, to shopping. HAHAHAA. He, being a mr nice guy, lugged both rena's and my thick horrendous dictionaries in his bag. So, there were a total of 3 dictionaries in his pretty esprit bag. HAHAHHAA. Thanks dude, i owe you one. =)
The journey home was a quite one. Midway, I received a message from Alex informing me to inform jer to compile the proposal. HAHA. Dialled for jer cuz i was lazy to text and hmm, for the first time, i didnt hear him complain about it. HAHAHAHHA. Okay, i shall not be mean and help him out, should he needs one.
Alright, this is a naggy post, but serene is a happy happy girl today! I GOT MYSELF A PINK ADIDAS WATER BOTTLE AS A REWARD FOR MYSELF!
I hope...
怎么去拥有 一道彩虹
怎么去拥抱 一夏天的风
天上的星星 笑地上的人
总是不能懂 不能觉得足够
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
那天你和我 那个山丘 那样的唱着 那一年的歌
那样的回忆 那么足够 足够我天天 都品尝着寂寞
当一阵风吹来 风筝飞上天空
为了你而祈祷 而祝福 而感动
终于你身影 消失在 人海尽头 才发现 笑着哭 最痛
如果我爱上 你的笑容 要怎么收藏 要怎么拥有
如果你快乐 不是为我 会不会放手 其实才是拥有
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
知足的快乐 叫我忍受心痛
HAHAHA. Dance today was alright, rehearsal, what do you expect. Hmm, we merely went through the sets over n over again.
Anyway, there were several embarassing (nt literally actually, just translate it to chinese) moments for me.
(1) On the way to ODT with sok, i looked at my phone and shook my head vigorously to get some fly away. To sok, that was went i threw my image away - again.
(2) Qi, Zhen, Tyson and gang we planning a surprise cele for sok. It so happened that i met her on my way to ODT, so no choice, gotta play along with the plan. Gave some lame excuses which seriously have no logic just to trick sok to the other studio. LOL.
(3) During rehearsal, we were wearing our socks halfway on our feet to protect our toes. LOL. When i did a ponche (wadeva the crap spelling), my pretty pink sock flew and went thru a parabolic path, yes, a projectile motion. Zoom, and it was still in the dancing area. When we were in our stillness pose, i grabbed that pink sock and the remaining one on my feet, and threw it out of the given space, yes, another projectile motion when everyone was in stillness. How great. The previous run of the dance, i threw my hairband at the same particular moment. Ai yo! sok ended up laughing at my stupidness. LOL.
Hmm, i guess that's all. Chinese chinese chinese....
Why??? arghhh....this sux...
我的心情是如此的低落, 如此的混乱...
也许是我太在意了吧...我是多么希望你能....=(
我真的不知道, 哎....
华文A水准即将来临, 可是, 我却还有那么多的舞蹈课程. 我哪有时间来捧我的华文温习材料!
舞蹈, 是那么的重要吗? 我还以为跳舞只是一种而外的活动, 但是, 它对我来说却是一重沉重的负担. 我真的很想很想地把着块大石头给放下, 但, 我并不能. 救命啊!
I shalln't comment much on what I read earlier. So ya.
OP rehearsal went rather okay this morning, except that mah and dap were abit nervous in the beginning. My timing over ran again. 6:40s. Sigh, i gotta speed up and cut down on my explanations.
I'm glad that emma managed to speak infront of a group of us. But, I guess she needs ALOT ALOT more practises as she was merely reading off Dap's script for practise. It takes time, unfortunately, time ISNT on our side =( All the best girl, i believe you can do it.
Joined mum and dad at The Central in Clark Quay for dinner before heading for the much dreaded contemp + ballet session. As usual, DT was late for lesson, and we started only at 7.30pm. =D We didnt have proper ballet barwork due to time constraint =D =D =D
Sigh, DT expects us to do back for rehearsal tmr when there isnt any dane time slot for us initially! ARGHH! unreasonable!! AND, I annouce that he is soooo nonchalent about me going for injection. "Injection, bu ke ji tiao wu meh, shou bu neng dong?" Shit him. Save the sarcasim man! Wadeva, dance then dance loh, i tink i'll give him 20% =D
I DONT WAN TO DEVELOP A FEVER!!!!!
School today was just a total waste of time. And, i mean it.
Econs lecture from 8am-9am.
BREAK.
11am-12noon principal's talk (which often is CRAP)
Let me elaborate: Do you think you can walk from NYJC to Orchard Road? YES! If you keep asking, and asking.... *lame*
12noon-12.30pm we got back our promotional exam slips in CT class. My grades are just mediocre, considering the high expectations i set for myself. Oh well. Only managed to obtain an A for maths, of which, i'm glad.
Rena, Dap, and Angela dearies GOT PROMOTED =D I was so worried for nana and lala when they flashed the percentage promoted for each class during principal's talk!! You see, there were 5 people in my class who got retained =( Sad, gilbert tay's class, what do you expect!
OHOH! Mah got the best improved award! Hey boy, you've attained your goal! =D HAHA. I guess my ears are spared during Pw now. HAHAHA.
Didn't get into the honour roll as expected though. Both alvin and I were ranked 20-odd. Good enough, I guess. Jeremy and YiChong were teasing me about the honour roll issue =( BITE THEM! lols. It's alright, i vow, next year, next year! Just you wait! =)
I'm really glad that ZhiLing clinged the top honour from Johan. HAHAHHAHAHAHHHA. Say that i'm mean, say that i'm bad. But, Johan is just too confident of himself!
Sigh, it'll be a another busy night for me =( PW slides editing and chinese!
sigh, if only you knew....
This is what we do when we're tired of mugging for promos. Those days....
Alright, we actually went to the extend of setting timer to have this picture taken. Cool huh, smacked right in the middle of promos, and we're doing this, on a sunday in school, if i dont rmb wrongly.
I got this picture from Jer earlier. Quite late though, considering that our exam slips will be given out tmr. HAHAHA. So..ta-da, the four of us. ME! RENA DEARIE! FRANCIS! JEREMY!
=D weee~! I love them all...mugging buddies.
maybe i'm just envious....
I'm one happpy happy girl today!! =D
(1) Dance was super duper SLACK. We did the 3 routines which the 4 of us have learnt in NYJC. Wuakakaka. We had an enjoyable time gossiping with the other dancers there.
(2) Linea informed us about dance retreat in BATAM =D Beach resort. Wuakakaka. This means........pampering ourselves! Muahaha. I can't wait. 20 dec! Lalalalala. Finally, something to look forward to =D
(3) I WENT SHOPPING! Unfortunately, i went alone. The girls headed back home for dinner. This meant that i didnt have dinner cuz i didnt wan to eat alone, and it was quite late to call any of my friends down to city hall. Yupps. Went to Funan to look at my notebooks, and found out that acer was having their roadshow. HAHA. I'm slow man. Anyway, there's this ultra portable acer notebook for 1.8k. Deliberating if i should get it. What was meant to be a shopping trip for my water bottle turned out to be a shopping trip meant for clothings. Manss. Both a Puma capri for $44.10. HAHA. Then, i walked all over the place, and came out of FOX $100 poorer. Came home and mum was like 'waaaa...go shopping.....' And so....i'm happy when there's shopping =D YAY!
Oh, they gave me the fox cataloge only after i paid. How irritating. In it there were cash vouchers la. IDIOT! Waste my money. Nvm, this gives me excuse to get more clothings. HAHA. Hmmm, i tink i should get some for my bro too, cant stand his fashion style. EEEKs. Horrible.....
Alright, dance and photoshoot tmr. I hope it'll be as fun as today. Anyway, i hooe zhihui (nt me la, my fren) is alright. Some family prob ba.....
Making an entry has become a daily affair for me. I guess blogging just serves as an avenue for me to vent my frustrations, haha.
Quite to my surprise, dance lesson last night was rather well-paced. DT didnt make it for lesson, so SY and PS took over instead =D Phew. At least, they're more patient and detailed when teaching us, contrary to DT, who leave us to catch up, all by ourselves.
I realised that my feelings for dance lessons over at tapac is quite ambivalence. On one hand, I dread having go through so many monotonous and dry dance lessons, of which, i realised, serves not much of a purpose to us, JC students. I can well, think positively, that dance is a form of exercise, but, with dance taking up most of my week, I guess I can help but develop a negative connotation towards dance.
On the other hand, we have really nice dancers over at tapac. The latter is what I would miss most should I decided eventually to quit, and never look back again, for now. Some of the dancers may be as mature as working class adults who are in their late 20s, but they never feel to blend into this generation strawberry, US. Yuzhen and I were having some form of small talk with Le Teng last night, and I guess she gave a rather insightful thought about life.
"Nahs, your world is just full of light. It's bright," she said.
"But we just feel as though we're living in the dark, lost in direction," we countered.
"Hmm, even so, just think of the bright side, okay, since your world is dark, it cant get any darker, can it?" she replied.
"The busier you guys get, the less time that you'll waste, and you'll feel that your life will be as fulfilling."
These are just some things that she said. =D
It was rather enlightening. Haha. Anyway, one really true thing that she said was that "the problem of us humans is that we find it hard to say NO."
Yups, that's what i'm facing now. Say NO, but to wad?
Oh well, just my 2 cents worth of crap in this entry. I'm having dance again at 12noon. Crappy crappy crappy. DT rehearsal, which means, he'll be there. ARGH, crap crap crap, stresss....
BTW, OSLE schedule is out, and i almost fainted. Meeting lasts from 1pm-6pm, or otherwise, 8am-6pm. And to think that i'll be having dance lessons from 7pm-9pm? Crappp...
Jem was well, SHOCKED, when i complained able the schedule. Cause....he didnt even take a look at it until i complained. LOL. Let me re-emphasise, this schedule lasts EVERYDAY till our chiangrai trip.
HELP! but, OSLE is fun, that's what i'm most glad about =D
Hmmm, i'm so gonna dig out who is alex's lover in OSLE. HAHAHAHHAHHHA.
OH! I JUST SO LOVE SO LOVE PROJECT WORK! I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT IT. crap, it's bullshit....=X
Stayover at darling Daph's house was great! =D At the very least, i've really nice PW mates! Ginger stalked me all over the house yesterday, and i began walking in circles n circles and then, suddenly, told her to SIT. Heehee.
Filming done in the CBD area earlier in the afternoon. My PW group just rock! =D love you guys. I really can't believe our luck. We actually managed to witness and film down the process of the GMax reverse bungee jumping. HAHA. =D
Anyway, we came across 4 ambulances at 4 different juncture yesterday. The very first encounter was when MAH dialed for the ambulance after our grp and few others noticed a women lying on the ground. Waited for the ambulance to arrive, and wow, they sure are efficient. It takes them close to 30mins to arrive. Oh man. I hope i don't suffer heart attack! LOL.
Showered back home and off to daph's house. Pw-ed till 4AM! tired tired tired! Sigh, dance again later. i dread it!
What will you do it everything seems to be falling on you at the same time? What will you do when you have a part to play in everything, and yet shouldering heavy responsibilities all at the same time? People say that at the end of it all, you'll see the light; but, till now, I haven't. And, where is the end? I wonder.
Friday, 19th October? I do not think so. Too many commitments, too many things to handle, but, so little time.
OSLE camp proposal due on Friday; I know, we know, all of us know. Yet, vetting undone, compilation undone. 3 of us are tied down today; as for me, tomorrow as well. I'm really sorry guys, please help me on my part.
I&R draft 1 due on Friday. Ideas in mind? NO. Attempted to start? NO. I have no time! I guess I'll have a late night again tonight, and tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after after...
Project Work Oral Presentation slides; undone. Alex's been rather caught up in DB so I'm still waiting for his portion. Dap's got as many task on hand. I hope I get all the slides by tonight. Animation, rearrangment, and finalisation, I've to do it. Sigh.
PW grp presentation video. Totally untouched, and to think that we've got to get it up by Friday. Filming tomorrow in the CBD, I hope the weather is on our side. Video editting and narration till late with Daphne, I'm sure.
Mercy me! Please!
Dance intensive all week long. 7-10pm, it's the toughest period. In fact, I think i'm developing a phobia for dance. Put it bluntly, I just dread it, hate it.
So tell me, what am I to do when there's so many things coming to me at once. I've to make priorities and decision. I've to make scarifices. But, the question is, WHAT? OSLE? PW? Chinese? Dance? Friends? Family? My personal time?
No doubt, dance is secondary, I've decided to skip dance lesson tomorrow. But how many times can I skip, unless I QUIT, that is. I'll be talking to zhen about it later; I guess both of us just cant take it anymore.
Amanda and Angela have been telling me, "you've enough things to handle. just let it go, the sooner, the better. don't torture youself. he's just exploiting all of you." Yups. I just it's really time, to let go, and not struggle....
My decision is made.
No more dance.
BUT...
The actual withdrawal, I've yet to see.
Great! Look at the time now. And we're all still up and about Pw-ing. Brrrr.....The nightmare of J1 students!
Thankfully, our WR is more or less settled, save the emailing part. Our file is too large for an attachment. =X
Pw-ing at Dap's place was fun! Pw-ing session turned mass dance session. Even linrong learnt our OSLE mass dance. HAHAAHHA. Hmm, maybe we should have one PW group mass dance. HAHAHA. Well, my grp members are all dance enthusist.
Oh man, PW is making my tummy rumble. I'm hungry!
And oh, I hope you'll be there...
Cheorographed a new mass dance =D YAY!
It's simple and short though, BUT tiring! Lot's of jumping around. HAHAHA.
Using a super old song, by S Club 7, Bring it all Back.
I prefer 'Don't Stop Moving' though, but it's too fast.
Oh well, PW tmr at dap's house. Hmm, maybe I could teach her the dance as well. HAHAHAA.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR FRANCIS GIRL =D
OSLE meeting was great today! It's way different as compared to preparing for dance lessons. I don't drag my feet to school, I don't whine about getting up earlier, and I don't complain about the long hours. I do, however, for dance.
I was so exhausted and drained that I woke up only at 7.30am this morning, despite having my alarm set at 6.50am. HAHA. Hmm, not that I was intending to play tennis with dap and company. My body is aching all over, and there's numerous cuts and blisters on my feet. Not from playing badminton barefooted, but from dance instead. How contradictory! The impression of dance is to be graceful, and not giving bruises all over!
Jer insisted that I picked tennis balls for them since i'm not playing. BLEAHS! I cheekily told him that I'm not obligated to help him. HAHAHA. I was too tired la! I walked 1 big round just to get to NYJC you see! Hahahaa!
Team exodus was also in a dilemma about the camp games. Apparently, there was miscommunication between the teachers, so much so that our whole team gotta revise our proposals again! Sigh. However, on a light note, haha, Jer, Des, and I were slacking in one corner talking. Alex was physically with the group, and mentally away. HAHA. He was gaming on his HP. =P
Tennis after meeting. Okay, Yichong nearly vomited blood teaching me how to do a forehand hit. HAHAHHA! My hands were shivering! Dance + badminton + tennis = DEAD. But it was fun. Yiu Leung and I were playing, and we spent more time picking balls then playing. HAHA. NOOB CLUB =D All of us played till we were worn out, but at least, we're happy, aren't we? Unlike dance. Grrr....
Lunched at J8 with the gang. YAY, we're a bunch of superly lame people. YiuLeung and Gerald were flushing NYJC's reputation down the drain by playing kiddish games. CHILDHOOD! The women beside them were laughing at us! I SAW SHERYLN AND WENHUI AT PASTAMANIA! Hmm, they were working there! =D I miss all of them!
Again, there was this one leave, all leave situation! HAHA. So, we went off after lunch. OSLE outing anytime soon? =D
Loves!
I guess yesterday's (it's past midnight) results is a gauge for our promotion to J2. 60% from this final paper, and another 40% from the year's work. It was open house as well, and I can say that the day is pretty filled with many different emotions.
I shall go down the day's timeline.
#1 Everyone gathered in the hall awaiting our scripts to be handed to us. I'm quite satisfied with my grades, in fact, i was surprised with my H2 maths grade. =D What came as a disappointment to me was that I didnt do as well for my Physics, which, I thought I had put in ALOT of effort. Hmm, considering the fact that I've spent my whole sept holidays on it. I guess that's reality; I cant have everything done my way, can I? I chanced upon someone's blog earlier and I believe that the latest entry applies to me as well. Sigh. People expect me to do well, people think that I'll be able to do well despite having alot of commitments. It just adds stress to me. I guess that's peer pressure. When I complain about the difficulty of any academic pursuits, they don't pause to listen to what i've to say. I'm not so all concerned about my grades, but the reactions and the way people treat me. I guess what they didnt see is the huge amount of hardwork I've put in for all my subjects. You may say that I'm intelligent, but I beg to differ. It's 99% perspiration. I dono, that's what i feel sometimes. Sigh, maybe i read too much into it. Sigh.
#2 I may have obtained above average grades for my promos, but, I'm lost going about comforting my friends. I don't know how to comfort them. It's really hard. CQ, YZ and Aman, don't worry too much for now, i'm sure you'll be able to make it, i hope. I can't say much, lest they feel worst. I just dono how to convey my feelings here. You get what I mean.
#3 NYJC open house, was well, kind of lukewarm. Our first performance can be considered better than the 2nd performance. There were many hipcups during the latter performances. What turned me off was that the other dancers refused to cooperate with shuhua during rehearsals. The exco is so weak that they don't enforce discipline on the dancers. Neat buns turned out to be horrible fringes all over. I've really got nothing to say. Another dance issue that was highlighted to us was that, DUMDASS AUDREY KOH messaged danny tan that the performance was horrible. What does she know? Do you seriously think that 3 hours of practise is enough for a new piece of work? Come on, just face it alright. 4 of us even have extra training over at tapac just for this item. You should be thankful that we saved your other half of your face. The other dancers, i shan't comment much. Just this line: "you've gotta try; you've gotta change your attitude" When shuhua told them to rehearse, they were all so reluctant. You know something, chenchen and yingxuan, shuhua is doing you guys a favour, she need not be involved in coordinating the rehearsal. Just reflect. So much for that. The CD screwed up on the 2nd performance, Oh well.
#4 BAD NEWS AT ODT. We'll be having dance intensive all the way. !#$%^&*^%$ Don't force me to swear. I'm just so sick and tired of dance. My passion for dance is GONE. I dread dance! ARGH. Yuzhen almost fainted when she knew about the dance intensive. "Dance should always be your priority; you guys gotta learn how to manage your time. It's a process of growing up." Bullshit! I don't have life! Where's my freedom. I DONT WANT TO PURSUE DANCE! All my WEDNESDAY, THURSDAY, FRIDAY, SATURDAY, and SUNDAY's are burnt. Hais, I should just quit. I can't take it anymore. I just don't understand. Why take things to hard, dance is just a hobby to me, NOT MY CAREER!
#5 DANNY TAN WEARS THONGS UNDERWEAR. I know it's hmm, not proper, i would say, but I can't help but notice during dance. When he executes his dance moves, he zhao geng and WE SAW. PEISI, LINEA, YUZHEN, SHUHUA, CHENGQI, and I burst out laughing! HAHAHAAHAHHAHAAHAAHA. That's so gay and disgusting. LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#6 I NEED A BREAK! I've gotta vet through OSLE games proposals and PRINT it out. Sigh, these days, my mum have been nagging about printer inks. It's really expensive, for my printer model, and yeah, I did alot of printing. I can't possibly print the THICK stack of proposals over n over again, can i? Sigh. I just need you all to be understanding. PW and OSLE, it's enough to drain 1 full cartridge. Hais.
#7 My mum doesnt even care about my results. So what I've scored well, will you ever care? When bro scored mediocre grades, you go around boasting to aunts about how much effort he put in. But, would you even care about mine? When they ask, you just say that my syllabus is easier, everyting is easier. What? I studied alright. I'm just so sick and tired of it. No recognition, no nothing. I just envious of my peer's parents. At least, when they score well, their parents are glad for them. But you simple dont care. Sigh, just what's so wrong. Sometimes I just tink, it is worth it to work so hard. Sigh. You said bro's physics is good, so what? He got B3 for O levels okay. Just look at what I scored. A1 please! A1! FUCK U LA! 8 points versus 11 points, you'll still think bro is better. WTF? I'm just sick and tired all right.
Sigh. Emotion rollercoaster! Sigh, I just need someone to be there to encourage me! SOMEONE! ANYONE! Hais, I shld just print my osle proposal. HAIS. Get scolded or not, i don't give a damn.
Labels: UNDER IMMENSE DISTRESS.
AABA, wadeva for? No one bothers. Everyone just ask me to keep quiet. and i will....just like in secondary school.
I'm really unhappy with my life okay....happy?
Argh, I was super pissed off last night! Everythings' seem to be pressing me! CRAP. OSLE and PW deadlines to meet, and super horrendous demanding irritating dance practise to attend. HELP!
I'm really thankful for my friends! Rena, gerald and Jeremy! Lols. I was complaining about almost everything to jeremy last night, so much so that he forced me to slp at 1am (okay, he himself wanted to slp). Anyway, i was so down that i teared la. Okay, jer was scared. LOL! HAHAHA. Anyway, i misplaced my class exco badge. SAD.
Today was a better day. At least, our WR was approved by MRS BOO! YAY! 12 hours of PW-ing was worthwhile after all. Anyway, she commented that our showcase links to our groundbreaker which many other grps failed to do so. Muahaha! NY041 you rock! =D Alex, linrong, and darling daphne!
OSLE meeting at rm05-55 just now. It was fun. Alex n jeremy were peeking at dap's photos. HAHAHAA.
Sigh, having dance again at 7pm at tapac. ARGH. I'm dreading it! HELP!
Oh! Gil tay released my phy results today. Sigh, not as well as what i've expected it to be. Some questions were realli disappointing. I only got a mark for superpost, and 4 marks for gravitational - both of which i practiced ALOT. Sigh. Anyway, i'm juz glad that i did better for mid yrs, but CA marks pulled by final grade down - by alot! Saded. Pro alvin scored an A for the promo paper, and overall grade of B. What kind of a slacker he is! LOL.
Rena and Daphne dearies passed their physics!!! *beams Told you that you girls can do it! Rena n I were betting on Angela's grade - I said she can get an E, rena said S. Turns out, lala got a U. =( Okay, so we both lost. LOL. Angela won. HAHA.
Alright, slp time.
P.S. MY PASSION FOR DANCE IS DWINDLING.
I'm gonna have myself banged against the wall.
You see, I was sleeping and suddenly, i thought about physics.
ANDD....
I drew my free body diagram wrongly! How dumb, it's a gif away mark. Worst of all, I DREW it CORRECTLY and changed it to a wrong ans. FUCK. And...I spell ampere wrongly....become amphere. Another mark gone! I'm not thinking striaght! Sigh!!! I'm pissed!
ARGH!
I AM SO DEAD FOR MY CHEM MCQ
I CANT BELIEVE THAT I'M SOOOOO CARELESS.
OH WELL, ITS OVER, NO POINT DWELLING ON IT.
Physics paper tml. I can do it!!
Heard from sok that dance intensive starts next week. Sigh.
Wed, Thurs, Fri, Sat (7pm-10pm)
KILL ME, SOMEONE. I'll get killed either way; from muscle aches, or exhaustion.
I'm still contemplating if I should stop dance after this term. Sigh, I just cant take it anymore, cuz i have too many commitments =(. sigh. We'll see.
It's down to 3 days; and counting down.
These 2 weeks have been a rather tiresome for all of us. Promos promos promos.
Anyhow, we had our Physics paper 3 this morning, and phew, it was do-able. HOWEVER, I seriously do not link do-able to score-able. If you get what i'm driving at. You see, there's such a thing as CARELESSNESS. Argh, I HOPE I DONT FUMBLE FOR MY PHYSICS.
I actually studied till late last night, and boy, i'm MENTALLY and PHYSICALLY (from shopping) exhausted! I told myself to persevere and continue on with the race, which, to me, was to no avail, cause I finally lost the battle to my SLEEPYNESS at 1.45am. Only if I knew RENA was staying up till 4am in the morning, I would have called and disturb her. HAHAHA.
Retail therapy after Physics paper 3. WE WENT TO TOWN!!! WEEEEEE!!! LIKE FINALLY!!! THE ATMOSPHERE IN TOWN IS DIFFERENT! hahas. I left NYJC with $90, and I returned home with $50. Boy, $40 spent! Sigh, I was intending to get my RED APPLE IPOD just now, but according to lala and nana, Epic Centre doesn't hold any RED IPOD STOCKS and they told me to order it online. That means CREDIT CARD! I told MUMMY about it and she obliged. =D Bro happened to hear about my IPOD FATIGUE and offered me his DEBIT CARD, which of course, is of him own gain. Oh well, he's so stingy that he told me to TRANSFER money to HIS ACCOUNT. Would you BUY it for me? Pretty please! Anyway, mummy told me to order it only AFTER my PROMOS! 3 days.....
I was pretty comforted by my friends, who, at this crucial moment, stood by one another and encouraged each other to get through this race. =D I love you guys!
Promos ending pretty soon! OSLE coming soon! =D but, would that mean that our journey will be about to end, after our Chiang Rai trip. I really hope not. They're wonderful people, really. =D





